crazybonsaitree asked: You, Sir, are amazing :) (Sandwich!!)

You, Ma’am, are incredible. 
Words do not describe how much I care about you. I miss you so much right now, and I saw you less than 16 hours ago! 
I love you :) 

1 week ago  /  0 notes

My girlfriend!

Jess!!
You’re the most brilliant girl in the world!!
You make me so happy! 
When you see this, I hope it makes you smile, because I freakin’ love your smile.

I love you, JesKa! :) 

2 weeks ago  /  2 notes

Screw you

This will probably skip around and not make much sense becuase I’m overtired and I’m in a really shitty mood.
Let’s start with how people are shit…
If I’ve been skinny as a rake handle for the last 4 years, and constantly teased about it. If I’ve been unable to put on any weight since I was a 14 year old kid and that made me incredibly insecure about it. If I’ve been trying my arse off to get somewhere with myself, and I decided to start by gaining some weight. If  I have some progress going, and I put on 12 kilos over the last month. If I’m feeling good for once, about everything, not just this trivial bullshit that i shouldn’t even care about.
Then, Screw you.
Screw you when you say I need to put on weight. Screw you when you say I’m doing nothing that’s good for my own well-being.
Screw you when you say all of the things that I’m trying to forget about, reminding me that I have more things to think about than I can fit in my head all at once.
I’ve been trying. I’ve been trying so hard to do so many things. Soooo many things, and I’ve been succeeding. 
Don’t you dare ruin my high. I can’t stay optimistic forever and I can understand that… but don’t you dare be the one that brings me down.

Today, I weigh 67Kg… Which is more than I have ever weighed in my life. I have done a good job to gain that much weight. I have tried hard, and I’ve been succeeding. DON’T remind me that I’m still skinny, tat I’m still dweeby.
and while you’re at it, don’t remind me about my paleness, my acne, dandruff, insomnia and chronic nightmares, inability to let people get close to me and everything I’ve done wrong since I’ve been able to make my own choices as a small child.

I’m so lucky, that I have someone who can tell me that I’m amazing… A girl who can tell me that no matter what I am, who I was or what I will be, that she thinks I’m a great guy… Without her, I’d feel preeeeetty freaking terribly horrible right now.
She keeps me afloat. She makes me smile, and she takes my mind off things. 
… And I just realised she’ll see this, either tonight or tomorrow some time. 
Thank you Jess, thanks for everything. 

Anywhore, now I need sleep. 
<End of rant> 

3 months ago  /  1 note

crazybonsaitree asked: You're on the phone right now :P You just said "Mmmnn, cute things... Jess!!!" ^^ Naaaw :)

Yoooouuu were on the phone too! :D
I miss you!

3 months ago  /  0 notes

AAAAAAHHHH

I suck at wording things.
The words I choose to use, are never ever the right ones. 

3 months ago  /  1 note